距離上次寫網誌已經快五個月了, 這中間也實在是發生太多事了.
首先是我終於畢業了.唸了五年半, 搬了三次實驗室, 最後終於畢業了. 雖然很像是"馬蓋仙在最後一秒進入要關上的大門"的驚險過程, 但還是有驚無險的拿到畢業證書. 這算是我這輩子第二大神蹟吧.
接著就是進到關西當了三個月的兵.說實在的,這三個月中前兩個月還蠻快樂的. 有點像是為期較長的戰鬥營. 每天十點前就一定會上床睡覺. 然後大約五點半就會起床了. 每天還有一些課程和體能訓練. 說真的, 當兵還蠻快樂的耶. 而且可以理所當然的推掉很多不想作可是又不知道怎麼拒絕的事. 呵呵...每天都不用想事情, 就自由自在的放空. 最後一個月就有點不太享受. 因為沒有新鮮感了. 不過這一個月也是一眨眼就過了. 在軍隊裡也讓我認識很多英雄好漢. 每個人都有不同的個性和特長. 將來或許會在新聞裡看到大家發光發熱吧.
退伍後放了一個禮拜的假就去資策會上班了. 這一個禮拜的假我是怎麼浪費的我都記不得. 資策會的人給我的感覺是很溫和的. 每個都像是工學院的好人. 可是身懷絕技的也不少. 在這裡工作快三個禮拜了, 環境也開始慢慢熟悉了. 接下來就是開始拼事業了！！衝啊～
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2007 第一篇...
「若不是耶和華建造房屋，建造的人就枉然勞力；若不是耶和華看守城池，看守的人就枉然警醒。」詩篇 127:1
「我是葡萄樹，你們是枝子。常在我裏面的，我也常在他裏面，這人就多結果子；因為離了我，你們就不能做甚麼。」約翰福音 15:5
到現在還是沒告訴老闆國防役的事，雖然老闆也說了再發一篇就讓我走人了，可是真的不知道怎麼跟老闆開口。而要再發一篇的內容大致上已經想好了，可是還差一個證明。真想心無旁騖的好好想這個證明，可是一堆其他的事情又開始撲天蓋地的來找我。超累...
願 神祝福我現在手上的工，也讓我常連接於祂...
榮耀歸與 神
2006-12-28
數學家是怎麼思考的-純粹帶來力量
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| From Book |
「這裡面有什麼模式？」
「這個結果能不能推廣？」
這本書先是說明了數學的美和數學家的特質，接這便用這兩個問題接續一些數學領域裡的介紹。而這個起頭可以跟 William 寫的「簡單而嚴肅」相互對照。在研究的領域裡，數學家們透過對一個模式的觀察，加上對此現象嚴肅的追究，可以得到一個簡單可以推廣的定理。
「因此，研究一個問題，就在於剝去所有不必要的訊息，直到剩下的只是本質性的事實。別人告訴你的越少，越容易找到答案。一般性定理的敘述鮮少是繁瑣的，他只是引導你關注到要點上。」William 所說的「簡單而嚴肅」在於對事物的專心與執著，就是要練到完美，練到無懈可擊。而對數學的思考是在釐清真相到完全明白，並且推廣到更多的結果上。這兩者都有一種只看著目標，心無旁騖的全力衝刺。衝刺到一種地步，構成一種風格，一種快感。
雖然自己接觸數學也很久了，但是對數學實在不是很在行。不過真的很羨慕這種可以在追求簡約真理中得到快樂的人，也希望自己或多或少能體會這種快樂。
P.S. 最近在推導 DCSD 裡 reliability 的機率。每推導一個步驟都痛苦一次。尤其發現走錯路的時候，一整個灰心。而急著想要有結果的心態，更讓我難以靜下心來思考一些平常可能觀察到的事實。才發現到，最大的障礙還是自己...
2006-11-01
真正的鐵人
感動!
這是真正的鐵人.
相關聯結：
Team Hoyt
跑步場上一個令人感動的傳奇"Team hoyt"
鋼鐵意志 Team Hoyt 父子檔
Team Hoyt (Google video)
I can only imagine...
I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.
I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine.
這是真正的鐵人.
相關聯結：
Team Hoyt
跑步場上一個令人感動的傳奇"Team hoyt"
鋼鐵意志 Team Hoyt 父子檔
Team Hoyt (Google video)
I can only imagine...
I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.
I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine.
2006-10-12
Lab life or love life ?
看到這篇文章有點淡淡的哀傷~
Naturejobs
Published online: 11 October 2006; | doi:10.1038/nj7112-720c
Sometimes dedication in the lab leaves little time for personal relationships.
It's hard to excel in all facets of life. Every hour spent with friends, family or hobbies is one less hour of data collection or paper reading.
For me, this means I sometimes feel I have to choose between being a successful scientist and having a successful relationship. I'd like to work long hours, eat when I want and sleep when I want. But my husband works a nine-to-five job, so how can I justify working evenings and weekends? I have colleagues whose partners work in the same lab or are also PhD students, which may make it easier, but when it comes down to it being alone is the simplest option.
A speaker at a recent seminar was asked how he had achieved so much. He said he had made many sacrifices: developing blots at 3 a.m. in the lab left little time for a girlfriend. In May, an article in NatureJobs suggested that being a good graduate student meant working 60-hour weeks on little pay. All this requires sacrifices. But in the end, will a Nature paper keep you warm at night? Will you end up looking back at your life and wishing you had told that person you loved them or spent more time with your kids? I wonder: if I want a rich personal life, am I destined to be mediocre?
Naturejobs
Published online: 11 October 2006; | doi:10.1038/nj7112-720c
Sometimes dedication in the lab leaves little time for personal relationships.
It's hard to excel in all facets of life. Every hour spent with friends, family or hobbies is one less hour of data collection or paper reading.
For me, this means I sometimes feel I have to choose between being a successful scientist and having a successful relationship. I'd like to work long hours, eat when I want and sleep when I want. But my husband works a nine-to-five job, so how can I justify working evenings and weekends? I have colleagues whose partners work in the same lab or are also PhD students, which may make it easier, but when it comes down to it being alone is the simplest option.
A speaker at a recent seminar was asked how he had achieved so much. He said he had made many sacrifices: developing blots at 3 a.m. in the lab left little time for a girlfriend. In May, an article in NatureJobs suggested that being a good graduate student meant working 60-hour weeks on little pay. All this requires sacrifices. But in the end, will a Nature paper keep you warm at night? Will you end up looking back at your life and wishing you had told that person you loved them or spent more time with your kids? I wonder: if I want a rich personal life, am I destined to be mediocre?
Article brought to you by: Nature Jobs
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遇見滿有慈愛的 神
上週，真是多災多難的一週...
先是模擬一直作不出預期的結果，服事和小組都因為忙著準備 meeting 而推掉，而 meeting 報告的時候又因為太緊張回答不出問題而被轟下台，禮拜五又跟人大吵了一架。因為每天都睡的超少，現在只要一倒在床上，幾乎可以立刻睡著。心理跟身體同樣疲累，真的覺得自己已經走到絕境裡。
禮拜天去教會的時候真的是很無力了，早上從三峽出發，到教會的時候已經是第一堂崇拜的結尾了，牧師在台上講著復活醫治的信息，帶領著需要的人來到神面前。我站在門外口聽著，就一直流淚不停。
到了晚崇拜的時候，敬拜才剛開始，我就一直不可扼制的哭，就連唱快節奏的詩歌也不能停下來。敬拜完後，覺得輕鬆很多，心裡感謝著 神，謝謝祂釋放我心裡的難過。本來以為就這樣了，沒想到牧師在信息結束後，還特別說，剛才在敬拜的時候， 神給他一段經文，
「壓傷的蘆葦，祂不折斷；將殘的燈火，祂不吹滅。」
這段經文就像良藥一樣的再度醫治我，在兩三百人的聚會中， 神用祂的方式單單的對我說，祂了解我現在的狀況，祂再次用愛安慰我。
這週是復活節主日，所以禮拜結束後會堂外有人在發彩蛋，本來不想拿的，後來馨一直慫恿我去拿一個。打開後裡面有一個糖果，還有一段經文紙條，上面寫著：
「詩篇 4:7~8： 你使我心裡快樂，勝過那豐收五穀新酒的人。 我必安然躺下睡覺，因為獨有你耶和華使我安然居住。」
感謝 神，在我最軟弱的時候，祂三次對我說話，用他的愛安慰我。我的上帝，我願將一切的榮耀，讚美和感謝都獻給你 。
以弗所書 3:20： 神能照著運行在我們心裡的大力充充足足的成就一切，超過我們所求所想的
先是模擬一直作不出預期的結果，服事和小組都因為忙著準備 meeting 而推掉，而 meeting 報告的時候又因為太緊張回答不出問題而被轟下台，禮拜五又跟人大吵了一架。因為每天都睡的超少，現在只要一倒在床上，幾乎可以立刻睡著。心理跟身體同樣疲累，真的覺得自己已經走到絕境裡。
禮拜天去教會的時候真的是很無力了，早上從三峽出發，到教會的時候已經是第一堂崇拜的結尾了，牧師在台上講著復活醫治的信息，帶領著需要的人來到神面前。我站在門外口聽著，就一直流淚不停。
到了晚崇拜的時候，敬拜才剛開始，我就一直不可扼制的哭，就連唱快節奏的詩歌也不能停下來。敬拜完後，覺得輕鬆很多，心裡感謝著 神，謝謝祂釋放我心裡的難過。本來以為就這樣了，沒想到牧師在信息結束後，還特別說，剛才在敬拜的時候， 神給他一段經文，
「壓傷的蘆葦，祂不折斷；將殘的燈火，祂不吹滅。」
這段經文就像良藥一樣的再度醫治我，在兩三百人的聚會中， 神用祂的方式單單的對我說，祂了解我現在的狀況，祂再次用愛安慰我。
這週是復活節主日，所以禮拜結束後會堂外有人在發彩蛋，本來不想拿的，後來馨一直慫恿我去拿一個。打開後裡面有一個糖果，還有一段經文紙條，上面寫著：
「詩篇 4:7~8： 你使我心裡快樂，勝過那豐收五穀新酒的人。 我必安然躺下睡覺，因為獨有你耶和華使我安然居住。」
感謝 神，在我最軟弱的時候，祂三次對我說話，用他的愛安慰我。我的上帝，我願將一切的榮耀，讚美和感謝都獻給你 。
以弗所書 3:20： 神能照著運行在我們心裡的大力充充足足的成就一切，超過我們所求所想的
2005-03-09
Come Holy Spirit
Come Holy Spirit fall on me now
I need your anointing come in your power
I love you Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday
I grow to love you more
.::ChOrus::.
I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hands
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
where i can see you face to face
Anoint me Lord in spirit and in truth
聖靈啊求你來充滿我心
我需要你的恩典充滿我靈
聖靈啊我好愛你
我的心讓你牽引
而每一天我要更深愛你
我要更親近你主
我將生命獻給你
牽引我更親近你
你大能更新我靈
無人能與你相比
主我仰望你的榮面
我要用心靈和誠實敬拜你
I need your anointing come in your power
I love you Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday
I grow to love you more
.::ChOrus::.
I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hands
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
where i can see you face to face
Anoint me Lord in spirit and in truth
聖靈啊求你來充滿我心
我需要你的恩典充滿我靈
聖靈啊我好愛你
我的心讓你牽引
而每一天我要更深愛你
我要更親近你主
我將生命獻給你
牽引我更親近你
你大能更新我靈
無人能與你相比
主我仰望你的榮面
我要用心靈和誠實敬拜你
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